Tuesday, 27 May 2008

Ok I'm Rubbish!

Ok, so I cant stick to my own target and haven’t updated this for 6 (Count em!)days!
so last time i did this was on Tuesday. I’m gunna recap my week;


Wednesday was manic, i woke up far too late (story of my life) and then had to get some material, kettles and a Mp3 connecter for dads car. i had no time to go to college and it was a mental rush to get to mums. then i arrived half and hour early to my confirmation class, which wasn’t too bad cause the lovely McGill’s took me in at alpha, i wish they were my parents, actually, i wish anyone else was my parents, not that i don’t love them, its just our family are so dysfunctional that a functional family would make life so much easier. i don’t think they exist though, unfortunately.


Thursday again i woke up far too late. its well annoying, its probably not good that i have a really weird sleep pattern. i had lunch and then went to my mate Sean’s dads funeral. Malcolm was only in his forties and an amazing guy. i didn’t get to know him very well if I’m truthful but i defiantly think he was one of the most amazing people i know. i miss him, and so i cant even imagine how his family feeling. anyhow I’ll try not to dwell as i will cry and i don’t think that’s helpful for anyone.
i came home and stressed out at my 5 (count em!) exams!!! eeek! it was a major worry as i had done no revision. nightmare!


Friday was the day all my dreams and ambitions died. 2 politics exams and 3 law exams. i think they went ok, not brilliantly, and i know i could do better but i don’t know what happens to me but i am a bit of a shit at organising (as you can see from this!) but it went ok i spose. find out in august


Saturday was more exams! yes i had to go to college on a Saturday and take two more exams! Chris was there though so was not all lost. Classics went quite well actually, the last minute cram helped i think. although i made up quite a lot of stuff! oops!


Sunday. well nightmare!!! woke up late (again, at like 3pm) and then had a rushed breakfast cause my dad wanted me to have a driving lesson. he is teaching me as he is a trained instructor. it was 2 hours of pre hell. he likes to shout a lot and i can hardly cope at the best of times. our relationship is rocky at the moment and this isn’t helping.
i got home and cried, quite a lot. and then got shouted at cause i didn’t help him with the roof, which was leaking. so i held the ladder and was his general dogs body. and then some roofer came and now he is having some other crap done. it pisses me off, but it isn’t my house. ill just have to clean all the dust. oh and now i have to clean the house and wire brush the barbeque and paint it before Saturday when we are using it.
dad wants to give me lessons everyday so i may dry out soon.


Monday i went with mum and family to the sealife centre in Weymouth. it cost £44.50 for 3 adults! it was a complete rip off. it was a nice day but Joseph and grace have been spoilt too much and now cry and strop at everything! nightmare
now I’m writing this blog after making an event for Virgil cause he wants us to go to see Indiana Jones on Thursday which means i need to see the others before that! ARGH!
oh and Darryl tried to undermine me again. seriously if the boy wants the power he should have stood for election.
Darryl is a ok guy i spose but he is social secretary at college but seems to want to be involved in everything and i think he wants to be president. but i may just be paranoid. its probable!
just watched the season finale of gossip girl and about to watch the final of project catwalk and then maybe indiana Jones. I aint going to sleep tonight in the hope my body clock will right itself again
till the next time!
Mike!x

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